Say no to kids, drugs
Together, break, breakup. I’ve always waited through it all, still not going anywhere. Hopefully she can talk to me like she used to again one day. I’m so out of the loop and I don’t know what’s best for her or me. All I know is we were damn happy before, that person is still inside me waiting. I’ve always put others in front of myself. I’m unsure whether or not this is healthy nor the best option but I’d still rather stay exclusive and wait than go looking for somebody else. Ya see, this chick is everything, full package plus looks, where the hell else are you gonna get that? We all have our baggage but fuck it, that’s what makes us human. Good things are worth the wait and ima continue waiting until she tells me herself to let go. I’m not going to push or pry, just gonna let her so what she needs to. Last thing she needs is more pressure. If only her “best friend” who just happens to be her “ex” as well would understand that she only wants to be fucking friends and back DA fuck up off her diiiiick. I’d say that’s the most annoying thing. I give her what she wants, she gives her what she doesn’t yet I feel they still see each other more than her and I. Perhaps she’s just more needy. My brain hurts. Everyone says actions speak louder than words, but silence is by far the most deafening when all you want is equality… Did I mention my brain hurts.